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it's going to be one month soon. since the last time, I ever gotten a reply. I don't even know why, I don't even have the courage to do any of those, anymore. I have been taking initiative to snap you ever since we last chatted but it seems like everytime I do that, all I get in return is just ignores after ignores. blue ticks, in whatsapp. blue arrows, red arrows and even purple arrows, no boxes at all, in snapchat. yeah, I know maybe its just my wishful thinking, why would a person like you even bother about one like me? I guess you got tired, like how everybody else does. I guess you just found me plain annoying and you find me a joke that you don't even bothered to talk to me. _ during conference, we didn't talked at all. I THOUGHT I MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK TO YOU BUT NOPE. IT NEVER HAPPENED. Day02, I was happy when I saw you walking in from the entrance but after that, you just walked down another lane away from me. you don't even know how I felt. thanks man. cause your action helped me to rely on God more. it hurt me so bad but I couldn't even act like I care. YEAH I DIDNT. OKAY. I SAID I WANTED TO NAIL YOU TO THE CROSS. BUT WHY ARE YOU STILL IN MY MIND. GOD HELP ME. PLEASE.