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Had such a awesome birthday celebration today with my badminton members. HAHHAHA love them loads xOxO. Haha ! Was so happy and i thought that today was my day or a awesome day for me. Then i realise that my best friend went out with someone who once betrayed me. I guess she might end up betraying me like how that girl backstabbed me and went with my enemy. Hah , what a joke. Really don't know if i should still trust her or not. Thinking that I won't know , they even posted pictures of themselves seperately at the same place but just posting it seperately. Joke ah. Whatever la. Can i just like.. URGH whatever. I'm gonna celebrate with my family later ! :D OMG whatever i typed just now got deleted and I'm lazy to re type so i shall type it again next time ! But thank god for today's celebration ! I love all my badminton mates just sooooo much ! All of them ! Especially the 8 who forked out money for my cake & those that gave me my birthday present & cards !

Cboys Tournament now & Meeting chingus tomorrow ~

Started off dread to come to school but actually it's not that bad now . The boys are so hyper LOL cheered my mood a little HAHAHAHA they're so funny LOL but i still dw umpire T_T i wish i don't need umpire later man ... Hwaiting cboys ! Got a big & lousy bus to sit in LOL on the way now ~ i can't wait for tomorrow . Still can't believe how making friends is just so easy ~ yay tomorrow ~ :D

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Feeling so much like a dead person these days . KPOP is like the only thing that I can approach when I'm feeling so down . Don't even dare to approach my friends , it just makes me feel like a bother to them and it's also just this hard to even type out how i feel in words or explaining it in person . Bottling up May not be the right choice but I'm still doing so anyways. The feeling that everyone who are not feeling lonely won't get and the feeling where all lonely people will get . Lonely as in not those relationship lonely but FRIENDSHIP lonely . I miss having school now but i feel so happy that there isn't school . Don't wish to go to school tomorrow just to be umpire . So no mood and i have to umpire . If I were to screw up , I'm gonna be dead . Seems like blog is the only place i can post my feelings when i can't on Facebook and twitter . No one bothers to read and no one knows my link anyways . Was so lonely yesterday that i ended up eating lunch with Jason . Lmao it was so awkward ... But at least there's something to talk about LOL . I wish i can have birthday cake for my birthday . I really want to make birthday wishes which only gets to happen once a year . But I have never once tried it before ): Yeolie birthday is 3 days before mine , i feel so proud HAHA ! Mum did EUREONG justnow when I was watching MTVAsia EXO Special Stage @ M'sia . Hahaha too much EUREONG ~ Gwiyooooooo haha ! SaranghaeyoExo WE ARE ONE ! GOODNIGHTS (': ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ "A wolf kills people in order to gain strength and immortality . However , a wolf's greatest weakness is love..." -EXO Sarangs. Goodnight once again .

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Living in a world where everyone has their own friends and all to eat with. Dying of hunger here but still can't go home yet . Nothing to eat later & everyone are just like saying about who thy are meeting later to eat with & all. What's life .. Life without friends are seriously ... Hate this life

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Everything hitting me at once and it keeps on adding every minute . Annoyingttm.

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Really want to forget and hate him for everything that he had done and all but i just can't seem to bring myself to. It's like mostly always after I decided to hate him , he would come and talk or so to me . Ohgodzwhyz. All those memories and stuffs are all stuck in my head though it's all the past . Ok whatever ... AhnDanielYoureSuperHandsome❤️

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Booking studios in CCs are just so expensive . How i wish i have a studio of my own where I can relieve out all my stress just by dancing . All four of us are having a passion for dancing but money is all in our way . Ns & O next year , N for 3 of us while O for 1 . Ns & O is just next year and we are not allowed to dance with the fear of neglecting our studies . If that's even so , means we have to wait for 2 years ? That's like super long man . Plus we're from different schools and we just met by chance with the same interest . Wanted to book function room but it has no mirror . Haish. What to dooooooo. We really wanna learn so badly. HAHA or perhaps we're just giving false hopes to ourselves . Aigoooooo let's just book a function room and do it all . Hwaiting ! K-Fever had really been a great time and memory for the four of us. HAHA ! We might be those on stage next year but we might not be too. At least we know abit ? Oh well , i guess the weather right now is really caused by all those singing justnow during English lesson HAHHA ! Justkidding. It just shows how all four of us will be like if we don't get to dance. & school was just as normal except that me & Gabriela kept laughing for no reason since Physics lesson . MR Look is just so annoying. Prefect Camp gonna have Haunted house soon so thank god I'm not there. Booyeaaaaahhh ~ came home early and all i did was watch YouTube & KDrama . HAHHAHA and get annoyed by my mum blaming me for having poor hearing (?) LOL can't watch for RM Ep 172 next week with my sarangs in it . Goodbye nowww ~ I'mhungry.

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So basically for today ... Mmmmmmm well , EXO lost to GD ! ): sad but still GD , u got so many awards , please let in to EXO cause EXO really really rocks ! Haha ): pleaseeeee EXO must win & will win ))): at least one ... Ok so that's a sad part & for the pissed part , so there's this stranger who is basically my friend's sister as she claims that she knows me so , ok ah , u know me i don't know you but fine i just follow you on twitter & i tot that was it .. But she suddenly came and just keep indirecting me on twitter . It's just soooooo annoying man. & for happy .. I guess there's none today. so , chao~

Short but LifeStory after so long of not blogging.

After so long of not blogging , I'm back again ! I don't know why but i just suddenly feel like blogging my emotions down now . Haha ! So here it goes , Even wanting to find just at least one friend i can trust and talk to when I'm in a sad / down mood is also hard . I guess I'm too much of a burden and i get emotional easily and tend to complain or rant about anything . I'm too much of a annoyance to every single person around me . It just seems like all of them hates me. It's like the whole world's ignoring me and it's like i just can't take it anymore and i don't wanna talk anymore but i just have to act like I'm fine . Haish. GoodnightxAnyonexWhoseesthisx but i doubt anyone will so ya GOODNIGHTS ...