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Feeling so much like a dead person these days . KPOP is like the only thing that I can approach when I'm feeling so down . Don't even dare to approach my friends , it just makes me feel like a bother to them and it's also just this hard to even type out how i feel in words or explaining it in person . Bottling up May not be the right choice but I'm still doing so anyways. The feeling that everyone who are not feeling lonely won't get and the feeling where all lonely people will get . Lonely as in not those relationship lonely but FRIENDSHIP lonely . I miss having school now but i feel so happy that there isn't school . Don't wish to go to school tomorrow just to be umpire . So no mood and i have to umpire . If I were to screw up , I'm gonna be dead . Seems like blog is the only place i can post my feelings when i can't on Facebook and twitter . No one bothers to read and no one knows my link anyways . Was so lonely yesterday that i ended up eating lunch with Jason . Lmao it was so awkward ... But at least there's something to talk about LOL . I wish i can have birthday cake for my birthday . I really want to make birthday wishes which only gets to happen once a year . But I have never once tried it before ): Yeolie birthday is 3 days before mine , i feel so proud HAHA ! Mum did EUREONG justnow when I was watching MTVAsia EXO Special Stage @ M'sia . Hahaha too much EUREONG ~ Gwiyooooooo haha ! SaranghaeyoExo WE ARE ONE ! GOODNIGHTS (': ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ "A wolf kills people in order to gain strength and immortality . However , a wolf's greatest weakness is love..." -EXO Sarangs. Goodnight once again .