WaitingForLove. 120114 oh and it's happykyungsooday i love you DoDyo ❤️ (Ps. my post have nothing to do with Dyo but yaloveloves)

just watched 'Waiting For Love' on KBS-World. it was seriously such a nice show that i cried. it reminded me of my past & my present as well . it made me believe more that love & fate really has link. without fate , your love is not fated and it won't be true or happy . but with fate , your love is fated and even though both of you have many quarrels & obstacles , fate will still bring the both of you together and love again. yeonae just reminded me of my past where i abandoned a guy cause i had no feelings for him. though I'm not like yeonae's past , the past who have a lot of boyfriends , i had none but i had one guy who i know likes me and i liked him back but we weren't together . yes , like yeonae , i know that the guy really puts me as his first place in his heart but he is not my first place anymore. it is all the past but after that show it just made me recall of it. yes , i know i May had been heartless but i know that I was totally in the same position as yeonae , i like another guy . the guy who had been in my heart for 3years and still counting . it's like he never left. even though he left the school and we rarely text , i just think i should believe in fate if we are to be , we will meet again. just like what he said people come and go , friends come and go . yes , that's totally true but with fate , if we are fated no matter how far we are apart , fate will bring us back together. i shall just leave it to fate & God even though i know it's really a tough choice to make for me . i just don't know if i should even like you in the first place , i don't even know if I'm in the right position to , i don't even know if i can . i guess i shall just wait & wait till the day where i even can feel true love . the love which i had always been longing for . I will just be waiting for love , waiting for the day.

291113

Had such a awesome birthday celebration today with my badminton members. HAHHAHA love them loads xOxO. Haha ! Was so happy and i thought that today was my day or a awesome day for me. Then i realise that my best friend went out with someone who once betrayed me. I guess she might end up betraying me like how that girl backstabbed me and went with my enemy. Hah , what a joke. Really don't know if i should still trust her or not. Thinking that I won't know , they even posted pictures of themselves seperately at the same place but just posting it seperately. Joke ah. Whatever la. Can i just like.. URGH whatever. I'm gonna celebrate with my family later ! :D OMG whatever i typed just now got deleted and I'm lazy to re type so i shall type it again next time ! But thank god for today's celebration ! I love all my badminton mates just sooooo much ! All of them ! Especially the 8 who forked out money for my cake & those that gave me my birthday present & cards !

Cboys Tournament now & Meeting chingus tomorrow ~

Started off dread to come to school but actually it's not that bad now . The boys are so hyper LOL cheered my mood a little HAHAHAHA they're so funny LOL but i still dw umpire T_T i wish i don't need umpire later man ... Hwaiting cboys ! Got a big & lousy bus to sit in LOL on the way now ~ i can't wait for tomorrow . Still can't believe how making friends is just so easy ~ yay tomorrow ~ :D

171113?

Feeling so much like a dead person these days . KPOP is like the only thing that I can approach when I'm feeling so down . Don't even dare to approach my friends , it just makes me feel like a bother to them and it's also just this hard to even type out how i feel in words or explaining it in person . Bottling up May not be the right choice but I'm still doing so anyways. The feeling that everyone who are not feeling lonely won't get and the feeling where all lonely people will get . Lonely as in not those relationship lonely but FRIENDSHIP lonely . I miss having school now but i feel so happy that there isn't school . Don't wish to go to school tomorrow just to be umpire . So no mood and i have to umpire . If I were to screw up , I'm gonna be dead . Seems like blog is the only place i can post my feelings when i can't on Facebook and twitter . No one bothers to read and no one knows my link anyways . Was so lonely yesterday that i ended up eating lunch with Jason . Lmao it was so awkward ... But at least there's something to talk about LOL . I wish i can have birthday cake for my birthday . I really want to make birthday wishes which only gets to happen once a year . But I have never once tried it before ): Yeolie birthday is 3 days before mine , i feel so proud HAHA ! Mum did EUREONG justnow when I was watching MTVAsia EXO Special Stage @ M'sia . Hahaha too much EUREONG ~ Gwiyooooooo haha ! SaranghaeyoExo WE ARE ONE ! GOODNIGHTS (': ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ "A wolf kills people in order to gain strength and immortality . However , a wolf's greatest weakness is love..." -EXO Sarangs. Goodnight once again .

————

Living in a world where everyone has their own friends and all to eat with. Dying of hunger here but still can't go home yet . Nothing to eat later & everyone are just like saying about who thy are meeting later to eat with & all. What's life .. Life without friends are seriously ... Hate this life