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I wish that I would not have to survive a life like this. It's no difference from having no life . I life is so weird ... Yeah i love my family members , so thank God for that but the others around me .. They just screed my life up. I have to learn to love and forgive but it is hard & tough. "Forgiveness is Costly" amen. sigh i don't know what and how i mean like why. Haha i just don't and can't seem to find anybody trustable now.. Why does everyone seem to support those who hates me.