i know you won't see this but if you do , I'm just saying and please ... ㅠㅠ...

Everybody doesn't know i even have an older brother ... Why ? Because he always hangs out with his friends and forgets his family . Does he even still remember our existance ? Very family photo we took , everyone was present except for him , every rare family bonding we get , everyone would be there except for him too. Everytime when the whole family was at home and sitting around in the living room , he is there in the room facing the laptop... Was there even once when the word family came cross his mind ? does he even treat and remember me as his sister ? When can we ever have a proper family photo together again ? I miss those times when my whole family would be there doing stuffs and enjoying together without missing anyone out... When can there ever be that time again ? Why does it seem like the older you grow , the further you drift from your parents , your family , your siblings ... It's like they don't care anymore , it's like you don't care anymore ... When will you ever realise how much every single one of us just wants one time when the whole family an be together . like that day when mum asked you to come along to our Aunt's house but you said you wanna go out with your friends instead cause it is going to be boring there ... Do you even know that she asked you that because she just wanna spend some time with you , even to look at your face or to talk to you face to face. I feel her as i know how much and how hard it is to even see you each day.. All you know of is your friends ... Can't you treat your family members like your friends for once , bro ? ...